We had a picnic!

As per planned, Thaqib, Yasmin and I were supposed to gather and have a picnic today as my go-away party. Unfortunately, Thaqib couldn't show up. Tapi takpe lah.

So Yasmin fetched me at 8.30 AM and went back to her place to pick up her brother and fetch him to the tuition. After that, we tried to find a good Mamak for food, but Yasmin managed to convince me to have KFC breakfast set. Unfortunately for her (not for me), KFC hasn't open yet. So went to McDonald's and got each of us a Big Breakfast set.

We then drove to Taman Putra Perdana in Putrajaya. We ate there, took pictures and gone crazy. We really had fun! Seriously!

I am so going to miss her and Thaqib! Arghhhhh!

I'm a bigger birdie now!

I'm going to skip the interview with ALAM because the date clashes with the day I'm going to a college in Melaka. It's a sad thing you see, because I really want this ALAM-thing. The first plan was to finish the interview as soon as possible and rush to Melaka. But then, a friend of mine, Iqbal called and told me, the interview starts with IQ test in the morning and meeting the panel in the afternoon. I have to be in Melaka at 12 o' clock. So that's why I have to skip the interview with ALAM.

I've finish packing for Melaka. I stuffed my blouses, shirts and pants in a big yellow "bag-packer" bag, all my baju kurung in my huge tote bag (it's huge, I can fit 2 boxes of shoes and some other things in that bag!), all my underwear, bra and socks in a box (yes, the paper box) and some other stuff in the other boxes and bag. My mom insists on giving me another bag so that I wouldn't have to bring all of those boxes. But you see, I just want a big bag, not two.

I'm really leaving! I can't believe I'm really leaving! This is actually my first time being away from my family. Now you see why it's really hard for me to believe this fact. My form 2 English teacher said, "It's time to spread your wings and fly away,". What she said is true, even though I wish I can stay here with my family until I'm old and dead.

So, before leaving to Melaka, I'll be hanging out with the family and friends sepuas-puas nya. Really going to miss them BIG time!

We have to at least change our thinking and try

I just took 2 tabs of Panadol before I tried to sleep in front of the TV. Notice how I defined the verb 'try'? The sleeping thing obviously didn't happen. What happen was, I was channel surfing and on the HBO channel, there was this show. A show that definitely made all of us think after watching it. OK, maybe just me but if all of you don't think after watching the show you seriously need to start! It was "An Inconvenient Truth". That dude, Al Gore he kicked some ass man!

There was at this point he showed a polar bear, swimming. The polar bear was trying to get on the ice land-ish. The bear found the ice land-ish but when the bear was trying to get on it, the ice broke into pieces leaving the bear swimming in the sea. Al Gore then said, for the first time, a polar bear died of drowning. And that happened because the ice has melted in the Arctic.



Some says the whole thing is just a theory. Some waits for the real facts. Some just couldn't be bothered. But I think it's no harm to be nice to our mother nature.

Check out this site for a start. Just a quick view on what you can do to start being nice to our home.

I wish I'm not who I am

I don't break rules that much. There's no room for risk at all in my life and seldom I disobey my parents. But that one time I screwed up, that one little time and it's became like the ultimate sin. Like it's written on my forehead and everywhere I go people will see it. They label me for that as if all the good things I've done are forgotten and lost in the seven seas. As if what that one thing I did make who I will become in the future.

Come on people, don't you have other things to do than talking about my cacat cela? I'm a human being. A normal human being. I'm meant to make mistake to be a better person. Don't tell me you've never make any mistake. We are all human being.

How we deal with our mistakes make us for tomorrow not what have happened yesterday make us in the future.

I'm sorry if I have offended anyone for my mistakes. But I meant no harm with what I did.

There's a monster on the building!

Nah! It's just a sticker of Mamee Monster (the Maggi like chips) on the glass of the window in our room at the hotel. I'm just bored and I'm stuck in this room, everyone's sleeping, its raining outside and I can't go to the beach and my parents don't let me use the car. The weather is just sucky for a holiday. *Sigh

Today is the 30th!

Tomorrow will be the 31st. *Sigh. There goes March, my favorite month, the month when I celebrate my years of existence in this world annually. I love March! I'll miss you March :(

Anyway, Shia LeBeouf is on TV right now. I didn't expect that such a dork would turn out to be quite a charming guy. I have to admit, he looks hot nowadays.

Owh, I love Adam Brody!

Ever since I got stuck with flu and cough, my brain just wouldn't function that good when it comes to expressing words.

Obsession

I fell for Khairy al-Fiqry. No, not for him but for his name! I'm obsessed for his name! In whatever I was doing, I will definitely slip his name in. This lasted for a few weeks until I started working at this restaurant. There was this guy at the restaurant, and his name was James. A few days after quitting my job, I've realized "Hey, James has a good name!” Since then, I've started to sing "James, James, James, James... James, James, James, James".

I tried to make 'Khairy al-Fiqry' like a song, you know, like James but it just won't work. So, there I go, from repeating 'Khairy al-Fiqry' to singing 'James'. After a few weeks singing to "James, James, James, James... James, James, James, James", I got bored and started to sing to Incubus' "Anna Molly"; only that I only repeat "Anna Molly, Anna Molly".

Now I wonder, what name will I sing to after this?

P/S: I'm also obsessed over Incubus' Dig, Sara Bareilles' Love Song and The Great Spy Experiment's Class 'A' Love Affair